AprilMayJune

So what I love about this site is the fact that none of my family can see it so I can rant and not have to worry about anyone questioning me. I tried to help out a family member with some troubles with her boyfriend and now its backfiring on me. He came after me like he knew better about everything. I can’t believe that she can not see how bad this guy really is. I can’t believe that she doesnt understand that the way he talked to me or my husband or the fact that he’s telling her mom all these secrets is a dead give away for abuse. I can’t help but worry that something awful is gonna happen to her. I took care of this girl since she was practically a baby and now she is turning on me. I have been the only one that has cared about her or anything she ever did. I’m just so hurt that no matter what she is going to chose him over any of the family that has been there to help. I have more but I just can’t think straight right now

I have a lot of feelings to get out. At the end of this month it’ll be my one year wedding anniversary and ever since then my hubby and I have been trying for a baby. Its not like we are at the point of calculating and stuff its just been whatever happens, happens. So today of all days I find out that a girl who used to be like my sister is pregnant. She got married in October but she’s lived with him for over 3 years. It made me really sad and I don’t understand why. I should be happy for her but I just feel the sense of when is it my turn? why do I have to wait so long. I dont know what to do anymore. I’m just really sad :( any ideas on how to stop feeling like this?

I really don’t post anything on here anymore but this is the only place I can talk about my brothers. I’ve missed them so much and I’ll be home in a few weeks and they are anxious. They have lives but lately it seems like theyve been needing me. That’s one of the hard things about moving away. I’m not there for the ones that I used to be there for. I used to see my older brother at least everyday if not every other day. I feel bad a lot of the time but I know they are grown men and can take care of themselves I just wish someone told them that lol goodnight

So today is my husband Chris’s only full day of work.He was off yesterday and tomorrow he is having his wisdom teeth pulled. I don’t know if this is a good thing. I love my husband but having him home all week and weekend may not be the best thing. We fight too much when he’s home all the time. He’s gonna be in pain and I love taking care of him so I hope that is the way I feel the whole week. oh Lord give me strength! on the upside my glam bag will be here soon.The first one so Im excited and on Thursday I’ll get to buy our plane tickets home for the summer!!! I’m so beyond excited now :)))

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